Being a good girl to stay at home on a Saturday night. How rare of me which mostly people would say if they were to see me online. Can't I get tired and no mood for clubbing? I am a human, I do need a break too. Hoping to explore more places rather than to hang at the same old place which makes me feel sick.

I have to many things in mind to buy and I'm going broke soon! Had been eyeing for heels recently and I am so afraid that I can't resist the temptation and buy it!

Need to save for the upcoming trip in feb! Can't wait for it!

Need some work out soon! Most prob on Monday! Maybe I'll be sleeping early today. Surprisingly... Haha

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Having the sudden urge to blog so here I am. Well, currently I'm having the cravings for prawning... Anyone?? Had this craving due to my weird dream.

The weather has been freezing cold for the past few days. How I wished I could have a warmth hug. It has been some time since I felt that warmth. I remembered the moments spent with him. Just some random thinking while working. And whenever the song "You found me" is playing, eventually, you will come straight to my mind. Guess that I still can't really put you behind. Somehow I still miss you very much. Don't ask me why cause I don't know it myself either.

Feeling lethargic for the past few days too. I don't know why am I so tired lately. I really want a break. I need a long sleep. I need some personal time.

Whenever I think of you, a smile would appear on my face.
Thinking of the stuffs we chatted in the past, makes me yearn for it.
How I wished I could turn back time which I know It's impossible.
I remember you said you would send some warm jacket to me when I'm feeling cold.
Now, no one would say that to me anymore.
You're gone forever.
No more by my side to care and give concern to me.
No one to nag me to sleep early.
No one to pester me to eat my meals.
No one to surprise me with my favorite food.
No one to cheer me up whenever I am feeling low.
Others will comment me by saying stupid or whatsoever.
I don't care or even bother to what they have to say.
I know what I am doing.
I just freaking miss you, C.H.P!
Your smile melts me.
Your chats makes me happy.

After few months, I'm still clinging on...
Just like a panda clinging on to the bamboo sticks.
I'll cling till there are no more bamboos in these forest.

Lost without you...

Labels: Lost without you

Labels: Nothing Is Really Over Until You Stop Trying

Labels: RED ASS

Labels: Zirca / Rebel

Labels: Laziness climbs over my head

Terrible day for me... The moment I stepped in the shop, I could hear Jimmy's nags and it was getting from bad to worse! I wonder how long can I endure these nagging. Was already pissed with my fringe and he thinks I am skiving. Imagine someone keeps nagging in your both ears till you go berserk! These is madness for Jasmin and me. Ahjim keep visiting me and the world is damn small. He also knows the somebody. Shocked for a moment, and jimmy's nagging came again. F*CK! Super pissed with him. But my mind was all filled with the somebody. And i realised, I miss you a lot. So much that I could bearly do anything and just think of the times we used to spend with each other.

Hongkong cafe with Jasmin after work, while otw home, saw Ahem's friend. My heart raced, suddenly I thought of you. Omg, lots of damn shits happened to me today. My mind is in a whirl now. Gawd damn it...

Labels: Terrible day